`__ * Happy Birthday meliissa * ` `___ haha. happy thirTEEN. alriqht.. gladd you enjoy your presents. have a fun day. thats all mostly. ii just want to post somethinq ii thiink it should be shared. so check it out kkeahs? (:
When your classmate comes up to you and and say..."Haha, you're so stupid..."You might feel nothing as that classmate doesn't mean anything to you...But imagine when your loved ones comes up to you and say..."It's so easy, even the younger generations can do it..."The feeling that rushes up to your brain is so different. For once you can feel the presence of failure raising up in you. The little child in you felt so vulgar, as if he just suffered a tight slap on his face. At the same time, you felt how stupid you were to even be honest to your loved ones about the results, simply because you trusted them. You trusted them to give you advice, trusted them to encourage you and pick you up from where you fell. Instead, all you got was a verbal trashing from them, sending you to the place where the scumbs belong.In your heart now, you tell yourself this,"For once i trusted you so much that you took it for granted. For twice you dissapoint me so heavily that i felt like nothing. For thrice, i open up my thoughts to you just for it to be abused and left aside like garbage."It is so difficult to control your tears now, but heed my advice...focus all your strength onto your arms and do a handstand, let your tears flow back into your heart, let it cleanse your heart off the dirt and dust and all the damge inflicted on it. Leave it to heal sliently, painfully.The pain that you are feeling now will never be the same for next time he or she tires to inflict the same kind of pain on you.For the first time he or she hurt you, you might cry for nights without failed. But subsequently, you will just drop a tear or two, and eventually not cry.For the first time he or she lied to you, you might feel so helpless and lost. But subsequently, you will find out your own believes and not place your trust on him or her.For the first time he or she dissapoint you, you might feel that life is meaningless. But subsequently, you will see a different side of life, knowing that he or she is not that only moon spinning round your axis.All I can say now is i'm happy I felt so hurt, for the next time you wouldn't be able to hurt me in such an extend anymore. And i'm sad, as I didn't expect those words from you. That is what i predicted from an arch enemy, never i predicted that from you, the one i love more then myself.This is why i felt hurt, cause i loved you, so much more compared to the love and attention i contributed to my ownself.
- copyriiqhted by a websiite.
never take things for granted. For love is deeper than the ocean..higher than the mountains. God's and loved one's love is incomparable and its love beyond no reason. ` victor -
